Wednesday, 5 January 2011 
2010/End with moody.2011/Started with non-stop bad mood.Started with many bads how could I expect my Form4 can have a wonderful time?! 5th of the 2011,I have cried for many times of school class problem.I don't know it's that my decision is wrong or not and of course I hope not so.I don't have any chance and choice and no more regret.Regret won't help me it just making me more suffer from it.I have no way to regret.
Today,when I do add math exercises wanna cried out again and again and I can't stop to think about it.I started felt I'm the one always lonely and I cant find anyone to accompany me.I'm alone.
After have a discussion with sis and she gave me some comment,I decided to change class.So morning,I go to find someone to accompany me go change at the moment my mood go down and down.I feel want to resemble again but the loneliness making me change my mind.And yet,I feel that loneliness is nearer me and it never leave me.Outsider.I do not know could I catch up of the studies.P5! P5!
I don't know why life always full with loneliness?
Labels: mood down X2, school life
